Journal Writer Agent

The journal writer agent documents technical failures, setbacks, and difficult moments in software development with brutal honesty, capturing both the technical details and emotional reality of challenging situations.

Purpose

Create authentic documentation of what went wrong, why it matters, how it felt, what was tried, and what was learned - transforming failures into valuable learning experiences for the team.

When Activated

The journal writer agent activates when:

  • Using /journal command
  • When repeated test failures occur
  • When critical bugs block releases
  • When failed implementations need documentation
  • When performance issues impact production
  • When security vulnerabilities are discovered
  • When architectural decisions backfire
  • When team needs to learn from mistakes

Capabilities

Honest Documentation

  • Failure Capture: Document what actually happened without sugarcoating
  • Emotional Context: Capture the frustration, stress, and pressure
  • Technical Details: Include error messages, stack traces, logs
  • Timeline: When things started failing, how long it lasted
  • Impact: Who was affected, how bad it was

Root Cause Analysis

  • Investigation: What debugging steps were taken
  • Hypothesis Testing: What theories were explored
  • Failed Attempts: What fixes were tried and why they didn’t work
  • Actual Cause: What the real problem turned out to be
  • Why It Happened: Systemic issues that allowed it

Learning Extraction

  • Lessons Learned: What the team should take away
  • Prevention: How to avoid this in the future
  • Warning Signs: What to watch for next time
  • Process Improvements: What needs to change
  • Knowledge Gaps: What training or documentation is needed

Authentic Storytelling

  • Real Language: Use actual words developers say (“this sucks”, “wtf”)
  • No Corporate Speak: Avoid sanitized business language
  • Show Emotion: Capture frustration, exhaustion, relief
  • Human Experience: This is about people, not just code
  • Build Trust: Honesty builds psychological safety

Example Usage

Critical Bug Before Release

Input:

/journal

Context: We discovered a race condition in the payment system 2 hours before scheduled release.
The bug causes duplicate charges when users rapidly click "Buy Now".

Generated Journal Entry:

---
date: 2024-10-30
time: 02:47 AM
severity: critical
tags: [payment-system, race-condition, production-incident, release-blocker]
author: journal-writer
---

# The Payment System Almost Charged Users Twice

## What Happened

2 hours before our scheduled 5am production release, Sarah found a race condition in the payment processing code that could charge users twice.

Not "maybe" charge them twice. **Will** charge them twice if they click fast enough.

And we were about to ship this to 50,000 users.

## The Brutal Truth

We f*cked up.

We wrote async payment code without proper locking. We tested it, but only with single clicks. We didn't test the "frustrated user hammering the Buy button" scenario.

And we almost shipped it.

If Sarah hadn't decided to do "one more test" at 2:30am because she "had a weird feeling", we would have woken up to:
- Angry users charged twice
- Thousands of dollars in refunds
- Support tickets flooding in
- Stripe holding our money
- Potential card network fines
- Destroyed user trust

All because we didn't think about race conditions in async code.

## Technical Details

### The Bug

```typescript
// checkout.service.ts (THE BAD CODE)
async function processPayment(userId: string, orderId: string, amount: number) {
  // Check if payment already processed
  const existingPayment = await db.payments.findOne({
    where: { orderId }
  });

  if (existingPayment) {
    return existingPayment;
  }

  // Create payment in Stripe
  const stripeCharge = await stripe.charges.create({
    amount: amount * 100,
    currency: 'usd',
    customer: userId,
    metadata: { orderId }
  });

  // Save to database
  const payment = await db.payments.create({
    orderId,
    userId,
    amount,
    stripeChargeId: stripeCharge.id,
    status: 'completed'
  });

  return payment;
}

The Race Condition:

  1. User clicks “Buy Now” at t=0ms
  2. Request 1 starts: Check database (no payment found)
  3. User clicks again at t=50ms (button didn’t disable fast enough)
  4. Request 2 starts: Check database (no payment found - Request 1 hasn’t saved yet)
  5. Request 1: Charge Stripe ($99) at t=150ms
  6. Request 2: Charge Stripe ($99) at t=200ms ← DUPLICATE CHARGE
  7. Request 1: Save to database at t=250ms
  8. Request 2: Save to database at t=300ms

Result: User charged 198insteadof198 instead of 99.

The Error Logs

We only caught this because Sarah enabled debug logging:

[2024-10-30 02:31:45] DEBUG: Processing payment for order ORD-241030-000123
[2024-10-30 02:31:45] DEBUG: No existing payment found for order ORD-241030-000123
[2024-10-30 02:31:45] DEBUG: Processing payment for order ORD-241030-000123
[2024-10-30 02:31:45] DEBUG: No existing payment found for order ORD-241030-000123
[2024-10-30 02:31:46] INFO: Stripe charge created: ch_abc123
[2024-10-30 02:31:46] INFO: Stripe charge created: ch_def456 ← OH SH*T
[2024-10-30 02:31:46] ERROR: Database unique constraint violation on orderId
[2024-10-30 02:31:46] INFO: Payment saved: payment_123

Two Stripe charges. One order.

Sarah saw “ch_abc123” and “ch_def456” in logs 50ms apart and immediately knew we were in trouble.

What We Tried

Attempt 1: Add Database Unique Constraint (FAILED)

ALTER TABLE payments ADD CONSTRAINT unique_order_id UNIQUE (orderId);

Why It Failed:

  • Stripe charge already created before constraint violation
  • User still charged twice
  • Now we also have a database error to handle

Time Wasted: 15 minutes


Attempt 2: Optimistic Locking (FAILED)

const payment = await db.payments.findOne({ where: { orderId }, lock: true });

Why It Failed:

  • Lock happens AFTER Stripe charge
  • Race condition still exists
  • Just adds unnecessary database locks

Time Wasted: 20 minutes


Attempt 3: Distributed Lock (ALMOST WORKED)

const lock = await redis.lock(`payment:${orderId}`, { ttl: 5000 });
try {
  // Payment processing here
} finally {
  await lock.unlock();
}

Why It Almost Failed:

  • Works for preventing race condition
  • But what if Redis is down?
  • Adds external dependency
  • More complexity

Time Wasted: 30 minutes Decision: Keep this as backup, but find simpler solution


Attempt 4: Idempotency Key (THE FIX)

async function processPayment(userId: string, orderId: string, amount: number) {
  // Use orderId as idempotency key for Stripe
  const stripeCharge = await stripe.charges.create({
    amount: amount * 100,
    currency: 'usd',
    customer: userId,
    metadata: { orderId },
    idempotency_key: `order_${orderId}` // ← THE FIX
  });

  // Upsert to handle race conditions
  const payment = await db.payments.upsert({
    where: { orderId },
    create: {
      orderId,
      userId,
      amount,
      stripeChargeId: stripeCharge.id,
      status: 'completed'
    },
    update: {}
  });

  return payment;
}

Why This Works:

  • Stripe handles duplicate requests with same idempotency key
  • Multiple identical requests return same charge
  • No duplicate charges, no matter how fast user clicks
  • Database upsert handles race condition gracefully
  • No external dependencies (Redis)

Time to Solution: 65 minutes total (2:47am - 3:52am)

Root Cause Analysis

Immediate Cause

Async payment processing without proper idempotency.

Systemic Causes

  1. No Code Review Focus on Race Conditions

    • PR reviewers didn’t flag async payment code
    • No checklist for concurrent code patterns
  2. Insufficient Test Coverage

    • No concurrent request testing
    • No “angry user” scenario testing
    • E2E tests only did single requests
  3. Missing Documentation

    • No guide on handling payments safely
    • No examples of idempotency patterns
    • Stripe best practices not documented
  4. Rushed Development

    • Payment feature built in 2 days
    • “We can polish it later” mindset
    • Pressure to hit release deadline
  5. No Load Testing

    • Never tested with concurrent requests
    • No performance testing before release
    • Assumed “it works once = it works always”

Why Did This Happen?

Honest Answer: We were moving too fast and didn’t know what we didn’t know.

The team had never built payment systems before. We read Stripe docs, copied example code, and assumed that was enough.

We didn’t know about:

  • Race conditions in async code
  • Idempotency patterns
  • Concurrency testing
  • Distributed systems problems

And we didn’t ask for help because we thought “payments are just API calls”.

How It Felt

2:30am: Sarah: “I’m doing one more test before bed”

2:47am: Sarah in Slack: “@channel STOP. DO NOT DEPLOY.”

2:48am: Everyone’s heart sank. Release is in 2 hours.

2:50am: Mike (CTO): “What did we miss?”

3:15am: Still debugging. Trying different fixes. Nothing working.

3:30am: Team feeling defeated. Might have to cancel release.

3:52am: Sarah: “Wait… idempotency keys. That’s what Stripe is for.”

4:15am: Fix tested. Works. Relief.

4:45am: Deploy to production with the fix.

5:00am: Planned release time. Monitoring.

5:30am: No issues. It’s working.

6:00am: First few orders. All processing correctly. Single charges only.

7:00am: Team finally goes to sleep.

What We Learned

Technical Lessons

  1. Always Use Idempotency Keys for Payments

    • Stripe provides this specifically for duplicate requests
    • Free solution to race conditions
    • Should be standard practice
  2. Test Concurrent Requests

    • Not just “does it work once”
    • But “does it work when 10 users click simultaneously”
    • Add concurrent request tests to CI/CD
  3. Async Code Needs Extra Scrutiny

    • Flag async operations in code review
    • Consider race conditions by default
    • Use locking/idempotency where needed
  4. Read Payment Docs Thoroughly

    • Stripe has entire section on idempotency
    • We skipped past it because “we got it working”
    • RTFM applies to payment systems especially

Process Lessons

  1. Always Do “One More Test”

    • Sarah’s “weird feeling” saved us
    • Trust your gut when something feels off
    • The deploy can wait for one more test
  2. Code Review Checklist for Payment Code

    - [ ] Uses idempotency keys
    - [ ] Handles concurrent requests
    - [ ] Tests with duplicate submissions
    - [ ] Proper error handling
    - [ ] Logs all payment attempts
    - [ ] Refund process documented
  3. Never Rush Payment Features

    • Money is sensitive
    • Mistakes are expensive
    • Take the time to do it right
    • Better to delay than ship buggy payments
  4. Ask for Help When You Don’t Know

    • None of us had built payment systems before
    • Should have consulted someone who had
    • Ego almost cost us thousands of dollars

Team Lessons

  1. Create Psychological Safety

    • Sarah felt comfortable saying “STOP”
    • Team didn’t blame her for delaying release
    • We celebrated catching it, not criticized speaking up
  2. Document Near-Misses

    • This almost happened
    • Next team might not be so lucky
    • Our journal entry might save someone else

What Changes Now

Immediate Changes (Done)

✅ Add idempotency keys to all payment endpoints ✅ Add concurrent request tests ✅ Update code review checklist ✅ Document payment best practices

This Week

  • Add load testing to CI/CD pipeline
  • Create “Payment Development Guide”
  • Run “Race Conditions 101” workshop for team
  • Add monitoring for duplicate Stripe charges

This Month

  • Audit all async endpoints for race conditions
  • Implement distributed locking with Redis
  • Add chaos testing (Chaos Monkey)
  • Create incident response playbook

Warning Signs to Watch For

If you see these patterns, you might have similar bugs:

🚨 Async operations on shared resources

// DANGER ZONE
const existing = await db.find();
if (!existing) {
  await externalAPI.create();
  await db.create();
}

🚨 No idempotency in API calls

// MISSING IDEMPOTENCY
await stripe.charges.create({
  // No idempotency_key
});

🚨 “It worked in testing” but only tested once

// test.ts
it('processes payment', async () => {
  const payment = await processPayment(orderId);
  expect(payment).toBeDefined();
  // ← Didn't test calling it twice
});

Thank You, Sarah

This journal entry is really about Sarah.

She could have gone to bed at 2:30am. She was tired. Feature was “done”. Tests passed.

But she had a “weird feeling” and did one more test.

That weird feeling saved:

  • Our users from double charges
  • Our company from refund chaos
  • Our team from a crisis
  • Our reputation from damage

Thank you, Sarah. Your thoroughness and instinct saved us.

Next Time Someone F*cks Up

Read this entry.

Remember that we almost shipped a bug that would have charged users twice.

Remember that good engineers catch bugs before production.

Remember that perfect engineers don’t exist.

Remember that building software is hard and mistakes happen.

Remember that catching mistakes is the job.

Don’t blame. Learn. Document. Improve.


Filed Under: Things That Keep CTOs Up At Night

Status: Crisis averted, lesson learned, code fixed, team stronger

Time to Resolution: 65 minutes of focused debugging

Cost of Near-Miss: Almost thousands in refunds, incalculable in trust

Cost of Fix: 5 lines of code

Value of “One More Test”: Priceless


This journal entry written at 8:23am after finally getting some sleep. If you find a bug this serious, write it down. Future you will thank past you.


**Entry Saved:**

docs/journals/20241030-0247-payment-race-condition.md


### Failed Deployment

**Input:**
```bash
/journal

Context: Our Kubernetes deployment has been failing for 6 hours.
CrashLoopBackOff on all pods. No one knows why.

Generated Journal Entry:

---
date: 2024-10-30
time: 14:32 PM
severity: critical
tags: [kubernetes, deployment-failure, production-down, infrastructure]
author: journal-writer
---

# Six Hours of CrashLoopBackOff Hell

## What Happened

At 8:23am, we deployed version 2.4.0 to production Kubernetes cluster.

By 8:25am, every pod was in CrashLoopBackOff.

By 2:30pm (now), we're still down.

**Production has been down for 6 hours.**

## The Brutal Truth

Our production site has been returning 502 Bad Gateway for 6 hours.

We tried:
- Rolling back (failed - same error)
- Checking logs (nothing useful)
- Restarting cluster (made it worse)
- Reading Kubernetes docs (too generic)
- Stack Overflow (nothing matching our issue)
- Yelling at the screen (surprisingly ineffective)

We have:
- 50,000 users unable to access the site
- Support tickets piling up (432 and counting)
- Angry customer emails
- Social media complaints going viral
- Lost revenue: ~$12,000 and counting
- CEO asking "WHEN WILL IT BE FIXED?"

And we don't know why it's broken.

This is what "I don't know" feels like when production is down.

## Technical Details

### The Error

```bash
kubectl get pods

NAME                              READY   STATUS             RESTARTS   AGE
api-deployment-7d4b5c9f8d-4kjhx   0/1     CrashLoopBackOff   47         6h
api-deployment-7d4b5c9f8d-8xm2p   0/1     CrashLoopBackOff   47         6h
api-deployment-7d4b5c9f8d-n9qwz   0/1     CrashLoopBackOff   47         6h

Pod Logs (Unhelpful)

kubectl logs api-deployment-7d4b5c9f8d-4kjhx

Error: Cannot find module '/app/dist/main.js'
    at Module._resolveFilename (node:internal/modules/cjs/loader:1075:15)
    at Module._load (node:internal/modules/cjs/loader:920:27)
    at Function.executeUserEntryPoint [as runMain] (node:internal/modules/run_main:81:12)

Dockerfile (We Thought This Was Fine)

FROM node:18-alpine

WORKDIR /app

COPY package*.json ./
RUN npm ci --only=production

COPY . .
RUN npm run build

CMD ["node", "dist/main.js"]

What Changed in v2.4.0

git diff v2.3.0 v2.4.0 --name-only

src/config/database.ts
src/services/cache.ts
package.json
package-lock.json

Nothing in the build process. Nothing in Dockerfile. Just application code.

So why is the build broken?

What We Tried

8:25am - Attempt 1: Roll Back to v2.3.0

kubectl rollout undo deployment/api-deployment

Result: Same error. CrashLoopBackOff.

Reaction: “What? It was working an hour ago!“


8:45am - Attempt 2: Check Docker Image

docker pull ourregistry/api:2.4.0
docker run -it ourregistry/api:2.4.0 ls -la /app/dist

ls: cannot access '/app/dist': No such file or directory

Result: /app/dist doesn’t exist in the container.

Reaction: “But the build step runs npm run build… right?“


9:15am - Attempt 3: Build Locally

# On laptop
git checkout v2.4.0
npm ci
npm run build
ls -la dist/

total 156
-rw-r--r--  1 user  staff  45213 Oct 30 09:15 main.js
-rw-r--r--  1 user  staff  12445 Oct 30 09:15 config.js

Result: Build works fine locally.

Reaction: “It works on my machine!“


10:00am - Attempt 4: Check CI/CD Logs

# GitHub Actions log
Run npm run build
npm ERR! Missing script: "build"

Error: Process completed with exit code 1.

Result: CI/CD build is failing, but GitHub Actions shows ”✓ Build successful”

Reaction: “WHAT? The CI says it passed!“


10:30am - Attempt 5: Manually Build & Push

# Manually build on laptop
docker build -t ourregistry/api:2.4.0-manual .
docker push ourregistry/api:2.4.0-manual

# Deploy manual build
kubectl set image deployment/api-deployment api=ourregistry/api:2.4.0-manual

Result: Pods start successfully! Site is back up!

Reaction: “IT’S WORKING! But… why?“


11:00am - Attempt 6: Figure Out Why CI Build Failed

Comparing:

  • Local build: ✓ Works
  • Manual Docker build: ✓ Works
  • CI/CD build: ✗ Fails

Difference: CI/CD runs on Ubuntu 20.04, we run on macOS locally.


11:30am - Attempt 7: Check package.json

{
  "scripts": {
    "build": "tsc && cp -r src/public dist/",
    "build:prod": "tsc"
  }
}

THE BUG:

CI/CD was running npm run build:prod (from old config).

build:prod script was removed in v2.4.0 and renamed to just build.

But someone forgot to update .github/workflows/deploy.yml:

# .github/workflows/deploy.yml (OLD)
- name: Build
  run: npm run build:prod  # ← THIS SCRIPT DOESN'T EXIST ANYMORE

NPM silently exits with code 0 when script is missing (WHY, NPM?!).

GitHub Actions interprets exit code 0 as success.

Docker image gets pushed without /app/dist directory.

Kubernetes deploys broken image.

Everything crashes.


12:00pm - THE FIX

# .github/workflows/deploy.yml (FIXED)
- name: Build
  run: npm run build  # ← Use the actual script name

- name: Verify build output
  run: |
    if [ ! -d "dist" ]; then
      echo "Build failed: dist directory missing"
      exit 1
    fi

Test: Push to CI/CD, wait for build…

Result: ✓ Build successful (for real this time)

Deploy: kubectl apply…

Result: ✓ All pods running

Check Site: curl https://api.example.com/health

Result: ✓ {“status”: “ok”}


2:30pm - Production Is Back

Total Downtime: 6 hours, 7 minutes

Cost:

  • Lost revenue: $12,348
  • Support time: 14 hours × 50/hour=50/hour = 700
  • Engineering time: 6 engineers × 6 hours × 100/hour=100/hour = 3,600
  • Customer goodwill: Incalculable
  • Total: ~$16,648

Root Cause: Renamed script, forgot to update CI/CD config.

Time to Fix: 10 minutes (once we found the actual problem)

Time to Find Problem: 5 hours, 50 minutes

Root Cause Analysis

Immediate Cause

CI/CD running npm run build:prod which no longer exists.

Why CI Didn’t Fail

NPM exits with code 0 when script is missing (silent failure).

Why We Didn’t Catch It

No verification that build artifacts exist after build step.

Systemic Causes

  1. No Build Verification

    • CI/CD should verify dist/ directory exists
    • Should verify main.js is in the image
    • Smoke test before deploying
  2. Silent Failures in NPM

    • npm run nonexistent-script exits 0
    • Should use npm run-script which exits 1
    • Or check exit code explicitly
  3. No Staging Environment

    • Deploy to staging first
    • Would have caught this before production
    • We deploy straight to prod (BAD IDEA)
  4. Inadequate Rollback

    • Rolling back deployment didn’t help
    • Because we rolled back to broken image
    • Need to roll back to last known good image
  5. Poor Monitoring

    • Took 2 minutes to notice site was down
    • Should have alerts within 10 seconds
    • Health checks should be automated

How It Felt

8:23am: Deploy starts. Team watching.

8:25am: “Uhh… pods are crashing.”

8:30am: “Rolling back…” (doesn’t work)

8:45am: Panic setting in.

9:00am: CEO in Slack: “What’s the ETA?” Us: “Working on it” (we have no idea)

10:00am: Still down. Tried 4 different fixes. Nothing working.

11:00am: Discovered CI build is broken. But why does it show as successful?

12:00pm: Found the bug! Testing fix…

12:30pm: Fix deployed. Monitoring…

1:00pm: Still seeing some 502s. Why?!

1:15pm: Oh. Needed to restart ingress controller. (Why wasn’t this documented?)

1:30pm: Site fully recovered.

2:00pm: Answering angry customer emails.

2:30pm: Writing this journal entry so no one else suffers like this.

What We Learned

Technical Lessons

  1. Verify Build Artifacts

    - name: Build
      run: npm run build
    
    - name: Verify build
      run: |
        test -f dist/main.js || exit 1
        test -d dist/public || exit 1
  2. Use Strict Script Execution

    # Instead of: npm run script-name
    # Use: npm run-script script-name (fails if missing)
  3. Smoke Test Container Before Deploy

    - name: Test container
      run: |
        docker run --rm ourregistry/api:$VERSION node -e "require('/app/dist/main.js')"
  4. Always Have Staging Environment

    • Deploy to staging first
    • Run automated tests
    • Manual QA check
    • Then deploy to production
  5. Keep Last 5 Known-Good Images

    # Tag with build number
    ourregistry/api:build-1234  # Latest
    ourregistry/api:build-1233  # Previous
    ourregistry/api:build-1232  # ...

Process Lessons

  1. Update CI/CD When Changing Scripts

    • Scripts in package.json
    • CI/CD configuration
    • Deployment docs
    • All must stay in sync
  2. Better Monitoring

    # Health check every 10 seconds
    readinessProbe:
      httpGet:
        path: /health
        port: 3000
      initialDelaySeconds: 5
      periodSeconds: 10
  3. Automated Alerts

    • If health check fails 3 times → PagerDuty
    • If 502 rate >1% → Slack alert
    • If deployment pods not ready → Immediate alert

Team Lessons

  1. “Works on My Machine” Is Not Enough

    • Test in CI/CD environment
    • Match production environment exactly
    • Use Docker for local dev
  2. Document Everything

    • How to roll back
    • How to check logs
    • How to restart services
    • What to do when X happens

What Changes Now

Immediate (Done)

✅ Fix CI/CD to use correct build script ✅ Add build verification step ✅ Add container smoke test ✅ Deploy to production (successfully)

This Week

  • Setup staging environment
  • Add health check monitoring
  • Configure PagerDuty alerts
  • Document rollback procedure
  • Keep last 10 images in registry

This Month

  • Automate all deployment steps
  • Add pre-deploy verification
  • Create runbook for common issues
  • Setup status page (status.example.com)
  • Implement blue/green deployment

For Next Time

If you see CrashLoopBackOff:

  1. Check pod logs: kubectl logs pod-name
  2. Check if container has expected files: kubectl exec -it pod-name -- ls -la /app
  3. Check if CI build actually succeeded: Look at actual build output, not just ”✓”
  4. Check if recent changes affected build process
  5. Try building locally with exact same steps as CI

If CI says ”✓ Build successful” but you doubt it:

  1. Check actual build logs, not just summary
  2. Verify build artifacts exist
  3. Test the container image locally
  4. Compare working vs broken builds

Lessons for Leadership

For CTOs:

  • Staging environment is not optional
  • “Works on my machine” is not enough
  • Downtime is expensive (we lost $16K in 6 hours)
  • Invest in proper CI/CD validation

For Team Leads:

  • Teach engineers to verify builds
  • Document everything (especially rollback procedures)
  • Practice incident response drills
  • Build psychological safety (admitting “I don’t know” is OK)

For Engineers:

  • Test your changes in CI/CD environment
  • Verify build artifacts before deploying
  • Update docs when changing build process
  • When renaming scripts, grep for old name everywhere

The Silver Lining

We now have:

  • Better CI/CD validation
  • Proper build verification
  • Documented rollback procedure
  • Staging environment requirement
  • This journal entry to learn from

And we learned: 6 hours of downtime teaches more than 6 months of smooth sailing.


Filed Under: Expensive Lessons in Production Deployment

Status: Recovered, learned, documented, improved

Downtime: 6 hours, 7 minutes

Cost: $16,648 + team morale

Root Cause: Renamed script, forgot to update CI

Time to Find Bug: 5 hours, 50 minutes

Time to Fix Bug: 10 minutes

Lesson: Verify everything. Trust nothing. Test twice. Deploy once.


This journal entry written while monitoring post-recovery. If you’re reading this because your pods are crashing, check your CI/CD script names first.


**Entry Saved:**

docs/journals/20241030-1432-kubernetes-crashloop-nightmare.md


## Journal Entry Structure

All entries follow this format:

### Frontmatter
```yaml
---
date: YYYY-MM-DD
time: HH:MM AM/PM
severity: [critical|high|medium|low]
tags: [relevant, technical, tags]
author: journal-writer
---

Sections

  1. Title: Direct, emotional, memorable

    • “The Payment System Almost Charged Users Twice”
    • “Six Hours of CrashLoopBackOff Hell”
  2. What Happened: Short summary of the failure

  3. The Brutal Truth: Honest assessment without sugarcoating

    • What actually happened
    • Impact on users/business
    • How bad it really was
  4. Technical Details:

    • Error messages
    • Stack traces
    • Code snippets
    • Configuration files
    • Logs
  5. What We Tried:

    • Each attempted fix
    • Why it failed
    • Time wasted
    • Lessons from failed attempts
  6. Root Cause Analysis:

    • Immediate cause
    • Systemic causes
    • Why it happened
    • How it got through reviews/tests
  7. How It Felt:

    • Timeline of emotions
    • Team reactions
    • Pressure points
    • Relief when fixed
  8. What We Learned:

    • Technical lessons
    • Process lessons
    • Team lessons
    • Specific takeaways
  9. What Changes Now:

    • Immediate fixes (done)
    • Short-term improvements (this week)
    • Long-term changes (this month)
  10. Warning Signs: How to spot similar issues

  11. For Next Time: Advice for future incidents

Writing Principles

Be Brutally Honest

Bad: “We encountered an unexpected issue during deployment.”

Good: “We f*cked up. Our deployment took down production for 6 hours because we forgot to update a script name.”

Use Real Language

Bad: “The team experienced elevated stress levels.”

Good: “We were panicking. CEO asking ‘WHEN WILL IT BE FIXED?’ while we had no idea what was wrong.”

Show Emotion

Bad: “The issue was resolved after investigation.”

Good: “After 5 hours of trying everything we could think of, Sarah finally spotted the bug. The relief was overwhelming.”

Provide Technical Details

Don’t just say “there was a bug” - show:

  • Exact error messages
  • Code that caused the problem
  • Logs that revealed it
  • Steps to reproduce

Document Failed Attempts

Learning comes from:

  • What we tried first (usually wrong)
  • Why those attempts failed
  • How we eventually found the answer

Make It Searchable

Someone will have a similar problem. Make it easy to find:

  • Clear title
  • Relevant tags
  • Common error messages in full
  • Clear symptoms

Output Format

All journal entries are saved to:

docs/journals/YYMMDDHHmm-descriptive-title.md

Example filenames:

docs/journals/20241030-0247-payment-race-condition.md
docs/journals/20241030-1432-kubernetes-crashloop-nightmare.md
docs/journals/20241029-1615-postgres-out-of-memory.md
docs/journals/20241028-2143-redis-cluster-split-brain.md

When to Write a Journal Entry

Write an entry when:

Critical Production Issues

  • Site down >30 minutes
  • Data loss or corruption
  • Security breaches
  • Payment processing failures

Major Technical Failures

  • Failed deployments
  • Database crashes
  • Infrastructure outages
  • Service degradation

Repeated Problems

  • Same bug keeps appearing
  • Tests keep failing
  • Performance issues persist
  • Technical debt bites hard

Learning Moments

  • Discovered something important the hard way
  • Made a mistake that taught the team
  • Found a solution after long struggle
  • Near-miss that could have been disaster

Team Requests

  • Someone says “we should document this”
  • Multiple people hit the same issue
  • New team members need to learn from it

Success Metrics

A good journal entry:

  • ✅ Captures technical details accurately
  • ✅ Shows honest emotional context
  • ✅ Documents what was tried and why it failed
  • ✅ Identifies root causes (immediate and systemic)
  • ✅ Extracts clear lessons learned
  • ✅ Specifies concrete changes to make
  • ✅ Helps future engineers avoid same mistake
  • ✅ Builds psychological safety through honesty

Workflow Integration

With Debugger Agent

# Debugger finds critical bug
"Found race condition in payment system"

# Journal writer documents the struggle
/journal [document the payment race condition discovery]

With Project Manager

# Project manager identifies repeated issue
"This is the third deployment failure this month"

# Journal writer analyzes pattern
/journal [document recurring deployment problems]

With Tester Agent

# Tester finds tests keep failing
"Same integration test failing for 3 days"

# Journal writer captures the frustration
/journal [document stubborn test failure]

Next Steps


Key Takeaway: The journal writer agent transforms failures into learning experiences through brutally honest documentation that captures both technical details and emotional reality, building team resilience and preventing future mistakes.